insomia forgetophobia

      bercakap mengenai melupakan, 
boleh dikatakan 100% manusia kekadang tidak mampu,

 
 ingin ku beli pisau yang mampu menghiris,
  secebis gumpalan otak,
  yang menyimpan memori,
  antara aku dengan dia,


namun



aku tidak mampu.



melupakan bukan bererti menghilangkan segala kenangan,
   yang pernah menjadi santapan ketika tidur, 
   yang menghiburkan hati dikala duka,


melupakan bererti meredhai permergian,
sesebuah kenangan yang tersimpan dalam kotak memori,
agar diri tidak terlalu mengejar bayang yg telah lari,


      -untuk tidak terus mati,
    
ketika menyendiri.





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thats all we have.

All that really belong to us is time,
even he who has nothing else has that.



time is always around us, 

     
    -the question is, do we know what to do with it? 

  as the saying goes, time waits for no man. 
it will continue to tick by second, regardless of whether we use it,
or waste it,

  it will continue to move like a train,

its our responsibility to keep up with it.



 "benda yang paling bernilai yang boleh kita bagi adalah masa, sebab itu if someone has waste her time for u, please appreciate it" - 




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lies across your mind

sadness keep her strong, remain strong.

whatever people think about her, 

  

 she never get bothered

because she know everything that came out from their mouth,

is just an imagination about her,

while actually nobody know about the real.

she just keep it to herself.

smile outside, dying inside. 

it is good to pretend nothing when u re actually tired,

to explain everything that maybe they just want to know,

but not to understand. 

   "flaws is a magic. whether you have it or not, people will always try to find it at yourself and forget all about your good side."

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tidak mungkin,

keseronokkan dan kesulitan,

  -asam garam kehidupan.

  PERISA gamaknya.

kalau kau tukang masak, 

makanan kau sedap takde perisa?

segalanya di atur oleh tuhan,

takdir mengawal segala ketentuan,

kalau tak boleh terima kenyataan,

jangan hidup tanpa pegangan. 

    "Nabi Muhammad lagi teruk musibah dia dapat tapi dia tetap kuat, sebab apa? sebab dia dekat dengan tuhan. kekuatan bukan milik kita, selamanya milik yg abadi yakni Allah yang kekal" - 

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u can get nothing by doing nothing

"protection is must in life but what is life if there is a full of care?"


   my point is this: dont be afraid to take a risk. sure, it might not work out. u might be left heartbroken if a guys you've liked from a far for years turns you down flat. but isnt that better than not knowing it at all? isnt it better in every possible way to try and then fail than to not try at all?


    hell, yes it is.


be brave with who u want to faced and go for what u want because if it works out and u and this friend go on to have a long lasting happy life together, surely that's worth the risk?


if its doesnt work, at least u tried. dont be one of those people who doesnt have a go because they're scared of failing. u should try to failing, to learn on how to stand back by your own. thats no way to live, whether in your love life or any other part of your existence.



    "to be brave, u got to know what is your strength by finding your fears"




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takdak hal bro

"despite all the challenges, someone can be stronger more than u ever think"


A girl, 

   u put her into trouble, promise that u will stay with her no matter what and asked her to waiting for u. guess what? she did. 

cakap lah apa kau nak cakap perempuan ni senang kena tipu lah, senang kesian lah, mudah terpedaya lah cakap lah, because this is us. Allah jadikan memang hati perempuan lembut. kasar macam mana pun, memang ada kelembutan. kejadian tuhan, takkan nak pertikai?


  tapi,

disebalik kejadian yang Allah jadikan, ramai yang ambil kesempatan mempermainkan hati. 

but believe me then, Allah itu Maha Adil bro, sangat. 

maybe it wont happen to u back but could be people around u may get the reward. whats comes around goes around sure will. one day, if u see your sister or your daughter cry bcs of some players put them into a game, remember thats how the girls cried when u did the same. 


"perempuan, 
     pura pura tabah,
takkan nk tunjuk kesengsaraan,
    kalau tiada yang kesah?"
     



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kau pun dah tahu.

hi, we meet again.

     everything seems so hard for me to believe. well, as everyone said Allah know best. redha setiap kejadian tak kira apa yang bakal kita lalui. 

someone told me that, i'm still young to be this sad and ya she's right. look, how many people make u down? one. how many people make u happy and stay by yourside in all the situation? many. this is so clear that we should not being sad over this one person only.


       FEELING ALONE.

manusia-

 mana ada manusia suka sunyi. dalam Al-quran pun dah tulis manusia dicipta berpasang pasangan. but listen here, we suppose to date because we want to get marry. what's the point being together but in the end u guys break up right? hurt is it?

being hurt is must,

i should tell u this kinda hurt truth but absolutely its right. along our path, being hurt is such a normal thing. we eventually meet the wrong person, but to get us ready for the right one. dont worry, sometimes the person we needed the most is actually we better live without. no one knows, Allah does.

      "jodoh itu tetap, cinta sampai mati nyawa pun kalau dia tak pegang title 'jodoh' kau, thats mean he is not for u, never in a million years" 


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real- iti

reality kehidupan masih samar,
siapa je yang boleh terima hakikat kalau kena tinggal?




    TAKDA.



   tapi setengah manusia cuba untuk itu,
bangun apabila jatuh,
jatuh ditolak oleh sekeping hati yang mmg heartless,


 salah kita ka?

Nope.

pertemuan yang Allah rangka bukan prmintaan,
pertemuan yang Allah rancang sekadar menguji,
   
   -tahap mana kemampuan diri,
untuk brhadapan dengan realiti kehidupan,


    --yang depressed itu perlu bangun,
kerana apa?


           Tuhan ada,

 yang me-reka reality kehidupan,
untuk hambaNya belajar.



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berpura pura itu hakikat

kalau aku give up, 
kata tak betul sayang,

kalau aku tak give up,
kata bodoh menunggu benda tak pasti,


   kau tak rasa duduk di tempat aku-
     susah bro pura pura happy.
     

orang cakap senang,

   "lupakan weh dia tak layak"
   "kalau dia betul syg dia tak biar kau cemtu"
   "eh ton kat luar sana berlambak"


dengar sini.
    
    ini soal hati susah handle perlu kepakaran.
    sado je boleh macam aku hehe 



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(pura pura lagi)
      

kau kata apa?

bila kita sedih orang cakap:
'hekeleh sebab tu je pun'

bila kita gembira orang cakap:
'jangan gembira sgt nanti sedih'

hakikat--
    
 jangan hidup lah kalau tak nak dengar orang cakap,
   kau buat baik ke jahat,
   manusia tetap akan kata,
   
 Biarkan.

 hidup memang dikelilingi manusia,
   tapi yang tentu hati tu gembira adalah-
   redha Sang Pencipta.

jangan risau,
Allah tak pernah judge sesuka hati :)




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hati tu nampak kosong,

hati-
nampak je kosong.



padahal dasar dalam kau tak tahu, 
takkan tahu,
aku rindu perkara dulu,
mula mula kenal.
     tahu, org cakap permulaan je manis,
     aku tahu itu.

tapi aku manusia.
manusia mana tak idam "forever"?
baik cakap awal awal kalau tahu half je forever kau,

eh lupa

sedangkan bumi akan musnah,
inikan pula perasaan.

maaf lupa.



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Rumit?

kalau tak sediakan hati tu dengan cahaya iman,
memang rumit kan nak terima qada dan qadar?
  sebab apa, hati tu jauh dengan ilahi, 

-yang mencipta hati kita utk taat kepadaNya.

kenapa nak mengeluh kalau diuji?
Kita nama pun hamba tuhan,
layak sangat diuji.

memang rumit nak redha memang,
 tapi Allah dah cakap awal awal,
orang yang kuat itu adalah-
     yang mampu terima ujian.
     yang mampu redha segala ketentuan,
     yang mampu faham keadaan yg Allah letakkan,
     yang mampu percaya Allah sebaik perancang,



jadi,
tak nak jadi kuat?




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Dusta semata-mata

cakap orang:
"jarak itu sesuatu yang sukar,
 tak nafi sukar diatasi,
 tapi lagi sukar, 
    untuk diterima ditelan perit kelat,


kalau jarak adalah simbol alasan,
untuk suatu,
perpisahan"




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