when it comes to about my life, i choose to stay silent about anything else...
its not like i dont want to share anything with anyone, its because i'm afraid.
afraid of leaving. people easily to come into my life and go out from it without noticing i'm gonna change after they left. changing into someone that i do not suppose to be. it was not my choice, my path my future, i'm not choosing it, it has been chosen for me.
once in awhile, i keep asking myself what i really want in my life actually and after that i can't even answer my question. it so hard to be me. finding myself between the dream and the reality. i'm trying as hard as i possibly can not to think beyond.
but i must accept that where human beings and their emotions are involved no one can ever be 100% certain of anything. i have to be happy because life is a choice. whether u want to be good in ur life or suffering a thousand feeling of depression. i have to catch up my dream and professionally could not been happier just for that. i have to achieve it. then i would deserve to be happy as soon as forever.
sure you can be happy, as long as you know how to handle the things that make you sad and brighten yourself like a moon showing it beauty even in the darkness. long lasting happy life wasnt exist but you always have the potential to make yourself happy with your life.
salam jumaat.
- penulis jalanan
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